im not doing great. im tired and burnt out and im just so damn incapable. everyone else has it so easy, i put in so much time and effort into things that they can do without even trying. i dont even know what to do anymore, ive tried reaching out and ive tried asking for help. but i really dont need another person to tell me that they believe in me when they dont understand half of what im going through. and im tired of thanking people for advice i never wanted. i need help, i need help, but i know this isnt what you meant when you asked.